I’ll start this by saying : I fucking miss you.. Stiam eu ca imi lipseste ceva din viata mea asta insipida, incolora si inodora (chimia asta.. se vede ca nu degeaba aproape am ramas corigenta ;)) ) precum apa.. se scurge cu o viteza precum a viiturilor si din nefericire nu stiu a inota.
Am deschis winamp’u si fiind pe random, a inceput urmatoarea melodie si am simtit cum bate vantul rece prin mine si ca ma incearca un sentiment de singuratate teribil. Am pierdut directia, controlul, am adormit si m-am trezit brusc la realitate. Nu e nimeni care sa ma accepte asa cum tu o faci mai bine ; niciunul nu a fost langa mine mereu sa rada din bun simt la glumele mele stupide; nu am iubit multe persoane asa cum te iubesc pe tine.. nu am lasat multa lume in viata mea pt ca tu deja mi-ai umplut-o si nu simteam nevoia de ceva mai bun.. tu esti singura care a promis cuiva ca vei avea grija de mine, no matter what.. and I’m at one point where I’m speeding with no direction. I’ve lost it.. mi-e dor sa ma trezesc noaptea din somn si sa iti dau mesaj ca te iubesc si ca mi-e dor de tine. mi-e dor sa vin la tine acasa, sa intru pe usa si in loc de “buna” sa imi zici ce ai in frigider.. a se observa ca esti singura care stie sa ma salute :)).
You know.. I suck at saying how I feel, what my feelings are and stuff like that. Am devenit normala si nu imi place. Tu ma ajutai sa imi derulez viata total haotic si sa vad totul in minunata si mirobolanta culoare roz. In acest moment as vrea sa fim din nou la sibiu si sa fac precum pestisoru’ pe uscat si apoi sa mergem la scorpions.. as trece din nou prin toata gloata de 3 ori numa sa stiu ca sunt acolo cu tine si sa te tin de manuta.
Mi-e dor sa iti scriu scrisori tembele si sa desenez tufisuri si boscheti pt a ma exprima mai bine si in acelasi timp pt a exercita o desfasurare a creativitatii mele inexistente pe o bucata dintr-un pom sacrificat. Nu sunt cea mai ecologista persoana din lume.. se vede. desi porecla mea e Beavy si ar tb sa ma comport ca un beaver adevarat. cred totusi ca sunt o clona esuata.. un EGN :)) (remember?)
Si da..as putea scrie la nesfarsit da ma opresc pt ca.. iti dau msj (te-ai mutat in alta retea, nah! altfel te sunam… desi n-ai semnal acolo!!!).
This is one of a hell song that makes me feel empty and cold.. I want back where we were sometime ago
Mary Hopkin – Those were the days
Once upon a time there was a tavern
Where we used to raise a glass or two
Remember how we laughed away the hours
Thinking of all the great things we would do
Those were the days my friend
We thought they’d never end
We’d sing and dance forever and a day
We’d live the life we choose
We’d fight and never lose
For we were young and sure to have our way.
La la la la…
Those were the days, oh yes those were the days
Then the busy years went rushing by us
We lost our starry notions on the way
If by chance I’d see you in the tavern
We’d smile at one another and we’d say
Those were the days my friend
We thought they’d never end
We’d sing and dance forever and a day
We’d live the life we choose
We’d fight and never lose
For we were young and sure to have our way.
La la la la…
Those were the days, oh yes those were the days
Just tonight I stood before the tavern
Nothing seemed the way it used to be
In the glass I saw a strange reflection
Was that lonely woman really me
Those were the days my friend
We thought they’d never end
We’d sing and dance forever and a day
We’d live the life we choose
We’d fight and never lose
For we were young and sure to have our way.
La la la la…
Those were the days, oh yes those were the days
Through the door there came familiar laughter
I saw your face and heard you call my name
Oh my friend we’re older but no wiser
For in our hearts the dreams are still the same
Those were the days my friend
We thought they’d never end
We’d sing and dance forever and a day
We’d live the life we choose
We’d fight and never lose
For we were young and sure to have our way.
La la la la…
Those were the days, oh yes those were the days
Te iubesc!
